Monday, March 09, 2009

There's only one thing gonna set you free

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH PAIN.



Suffering can bend over and f- itself.

That shit is meant for Jesus, not the likes if me. And Lord knows, I can't take it.

Try to see it once my way. Drifting body soul desertion, flying yet not quite the notion.



Same old trip it was back then.

Let my love open the door.

I have been soothing my soul at Big Sky.

We have had two feet of snow, and I have been riding my ever-loving ass off. I talked to my mom this morning.



We had a good talk.n I love her so, I really do.

When tragedy befalls you, you can't let it drag you down.

You cannot let it.

You have to keep on.

With your bootstraps.

Pull.

Push.

Pull.

Push.

Physically, I am at the top of my game. I had a moment today, in which I stepped outside of my body, looked down and reminded myself that I live where people take vacations.

I live where people take vacations.

It's not that bad.

It is not that bad.

It has to get better

It has to.

Because, I've had enough of this shit.

2 Comments:

Blogger P. said...

The hardest thing is letting go of the illusion of control. To admit one is powerless over the situation. If there were an economic 12-step program (provided we are talking about the economy here), step 2 would be to go snowboarding/hiking/bowling/guitar playing/whatever blows your skirt up). Maybe it's only a 2-step program.

Wasn't the spelling bee this past weekend? Or did that get rescheduled due to the explosion?

11:16 AM  
Blogger Joe said...

We bailed on the spelling bee. It wasn't a real fiesta-type atmosphere.

11:23 AM  

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